hei! i'm back here! long time not givin my self to write about my heart here.. belakangan ini hidup gw aneh, aneh banget! i can't describe my feelings! just read this, may be it could explain what am i thinking about now

"Confused"

What is this feeling I have?
I seem to love you
But other times I seem to loathe you

I can't be without you
Or maybe just without anyone
I think about you all the time
But why do I have this feeling?

I long for your voice
And I would die to hear your laugh
But is this love
Or merely lust?

i think i just don't love you, i never want to open my heart for you!