08 April 2011

xXx

strange to see you again
introduced by a friend of a friend
smiled and said 'yes i think we've met before'
in that instant it started to pour,
captured a taxi despite all the rain
we drove in silence across pont champlain
and all of the time you thought i was sad
i was trying to remember your name...

this scar is a fleck on my porcelain skin
tried to reach deep but you couldn't get in
now you're outside me
you see all the beauty
repent all your sin

it's nothing but time and a face that you lose
i chose to feel it and you couldn't chose
i'll write you a postcard
i'll send you the news
from a house down the road from real love...

live through this, and you won't look back...
live through this, and you won't look back...
live through this, and you won't look back...

there's one thing i want to say, so i'll be brave
you were what i wanted
i gave what i gave
i'm not sorry i met you
i'm not sorry it's over
i'm not sorry there's nothing to say

i'm not sorry there's nothing to say...

05 April 2011

you will....

You will be born
with a powerful
innate desire
to remain alive.
You will do almost anything
to continue living.
At some point
you may discover
some limits,
and allow your life
to end.

02 April 2011

Love \Love\ (l[u^]v)

Feeling of strong attachment induced by that which
delights or commands admiration; kindness or
devotion to another; affection; tenderness; as, the love
of brothers and sisters.
Especially, devoted attachment to, or tender or passionate
affection for, one of the opposite sex.

Love. Yes! L.O.V.E. i am a kind of person who believe in a thing named love.
Why? I dont know.
maybe its because i watch toooooo many romantic movies and listen toooooo many romantic songs
so it influenced my personality. and yes, here i am..


have you ever been in love?
have you ever fall in love with a person you dont wanna fall to?
have you ever been in situation where accidentaly your brain running on something?
have you ever frown to realize that actually you have been daydreaming all day?

Definition

Love is not about what can we get, Love is about what can we give

Love is not about how to be understood by anyone we love, Love is about how to understand

Those two phrases are short and oftenly used. Maybe we often use these phrases. But, have we really understand and do it?

As a human, it’s really normal that we have someone we really love, start from our family, father, mother, brother, sister until people who’s there outside our family-ring, like girl-friend, boy-friend. As a human it’s also normal if we think and we do the inverse of those frames. We normally think about what we could get from our love, what we could get from someone we really love. Sometimes we forget to think about what we could do to someone we really love. That act is understandable. It’s normal to a human think like that. But, what is the side-effect? We sometimes feel unhappy if something don’t happen like we want. We feel unhappy if someone we love don’t do something we want to. Whenever, we will not really be a happy human if we keep our un-genuine feeling. So, what should we do?

Just try to do everything with a genuine feeling. Someone has said, “Don’t make angry to other people as a habit, it gives more damage than its gain. Sometimes people that we angry to don’t aware that we are feeling angry to him/her. If that is the situation it will just give us more disadvantages”. So, start to this time let us try to realize our love, not just in words, but also in real act.

Do to the others anything you want they do it for you. But do this with a genuine feeling, so you will be a better human, not just for you but also for people around you.

Do anything to make someone we love know that we love him/her.


Menerima Apa Adanya

Seorang pria dan kekasihnya menikah dan acaranya pernikahannya sungguh megah. Semua kawan-kawan dan keluarga mereka hadir menyaksikan dan menikmati hari yang berbahagia tersebut. Suatu acara yang luar biasa mengesankan. Mempelai wanita begitu anggun dalam gaun putihnya dan pengantin pria dalam tuxedo hitam yang gagah. Setiap pasang mata yang memandang setuju mengatakan bahwa mereka sungguh-sungguh saling mencintai. Beberapa bulan kemudian, sang istri berkata kepada suaminya, "Sayang, aku baru membaca sebuah artikel di majalah tentang bagaimana memperkuat tali pernikahan" katanya sambil menyodorkan majalah tersebut. "Masing-masing kita akan mencatat hal-hal yang kurang kita sukai dari pasangan kita. Kemudian, kita akan membahas bagaimana merubah hal-hal tersebut dan membuat hidup pernikahan kita bersama lebih bahagia..." Suaminya setuju dan mereka mulai memikirkan hal-hal dari pasangannya yang tidak mereka sukai dan berjanji tidak akan tersinggung ketika pasangannya mencatat hal-hal yang kurang baik sebab hal tersebut untuk kebaikkan mereka bersama. Malam itu mereka sepakat untuk berpisah kamar dan mencatat apa yang terlintas dalam benak mereka masing-masing. Besok pagi ketika sarapan, mereka siap mendiskusikannya. "Aku akan mulai duluan ya", kata sang istri. Ia lalu mengeluarkan daftarnya. Banyak sekali yang ditulisnya, sekitar 3 halaman... Ketika ia mulai membacakan satu persatu hal yang tidak dia sukai dari suaminya, ia memperhatikan bahwa airmata suaminya mulai mengalir... "Maaf, apakah aku harus berhenti ?" tanyanya. "Oh tidak, lanjutkan..." jawab suaminya. Lalu sang istri melanjutkan membacakan semua yang terdaftar, lalu kembali melipat kertasnya dengan manis diatas meja dan berkata dengan bahagia. "Sekarang gantian ya, engkau yang membacakan daftarmu". Dengan suara perlahan suaminya berkata "Aku tidak mencatat sesuatupun di kertasku. Aku berpikir bahwa engkau sudah sempurna, dan aku tidak ingin merubahmu. Engkau adalah dirimu sendiri. Engkau cantik dan baik bagiku. Tidak satupun dari pribadimu yang kudapatkan kurang..." Sang istri tersentak dan tersentuh oleh pernyataan dan ungkapan cinta serta isi hati suaminya, bahwa suaminya menerimanya apa adanya...
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